Sunday, January 25, 2009

Counting on a Miracle...

was foolish.  It's 1:43 a.m. and I'm still awake.  The recliner didn't enflame the pelvic pain but with my feet hanging off the front, it only exacerbated the tingly numbness I get in my legs every night.  Plus, the damn thing won't stay fully reclined so I keep finding myself sitting almost upright and that's no way to sleep.  I would cry bitter tears of disappointment but I'm too weary.  The kids will be up in six hours.  I guess I'll try the couch.  At least there, I won't disturb poor Tom.

It wasn't a total waste, I guess.  Sheemee and I will enjoy rocking and reclining once she sets my poor body free from this madness.  5 more weeks.  I may go insane.  Seriously.  Oh, but I'm "getting so close!!!", right?  Yeah, sure I am.  The only thing I'm close to is a complete meltdown.

Sweet dreams!

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