She is not calling me back

Why isn't she calling me back?  Were my numbers lower and she wants the doctor to handle it?  Is she off today?  Could something be wrong with the voicemail system?  I wouldn't be in such a frenzy if she hadn't a.) told me my number when I didn't ask and b.) put a negative spin on it.  After doing some research, 194 isn't that low AND it doesn't mean much on it's own.  You need a regular sampling to determine whether there is a problem or not.  This is what I discovered when I sat down and did mad research yesterday.

I don't want to call again and be a pain but I NEED TO KNOW THE NUMBER!!!  This nurse is one of the reasons I switched to a new practice with my last pregnancy.  I understand and appreciate that she deals with lots of preggos, many of whom are as crazy as me, on a daily basis so this all is old hat to her.  However, she is the one who put me on high alert and therefore she is the one who needs to get her ass on the phone and call me back with my number!  Okay, I feel slightly better.  Maybe slightly is overstating it.  Marginally better.  Ah, fuck it, I'm still a raging mess.  This is why I'm not calling anyone IRL.  We're not telling anyone so nobody would understand why I'm like a hamster on crack these days.